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I AM SO UNHAPPY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
because of the song on someone's xanga that leads me a great depression
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| i am not happy again...
maybe because of the things i have seen...
i feel very unsecure...
i am a bad person...
i should not addict on it anymore...
my past experience already drives me crazy for a long long time...
i dont want to have any depressive mood again!!! |
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| um... final is coming after two weeks... that means it is the week 9 already... wow... time flies every moment... however, there is still one more MT before my finals... which is statistic MT...
um... in order to study well for this MT... i study in different places... i hope that it can enhance my study... i like studying under different environments...
i like studied in the coffee shop... there is no pressure and i can talk freely on the phone while i wanna take a break after studying a period...
i studied in the morning at 4am... i love studying in the early morning because i have enough energy; because it is quiet; because my eyes get enough rest; my mind is clear; my ram is good (just like after a restart of a computer... it usually works more effective... at least i think so... =p)
today after classes, cindy and i looked for the lecture hall that we are going to take the statistics MT... because the lecture was so quiet that there were no one inside... both of us study in the hall... haha... i wondered if i could also feel the pressure of the MT... although there was nothing different... =p
it was just so wired that only two of us in the hall and study... it was also wired that there were only a boy and a girl studying in the lecture hall... um... it was just quiet in the hall that i can hear my stomach drumming so frequently... both of us can discuss freely and study without any disturb... furthermore, we could talk while the cell phone rang also... it was just a great place to study... we studied in the hall for almost 4 hours...
time to have an early sleep and study early in the morning again.. =) |
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